| I
just returned from my first trip to Scotland. I stood high in the
Highlands overlooking the sea – pulled over at a "passing
place" to let a cow and her calf pass – sang at a ceilidh
with some of the top Gaelic Mod Gold Medalists – participated with
local Scottish entertainers for a tourist show at "McTavish’s
Kitchen" in Fort William - first walked in heather on Culloden
Moor – endured the midgies at Corrieshalloch Gorge – and sat
with tears in my eyes as I heard my song, "Never
Been To Scotland", play over the loudspeakers for 8,000
people at the Edinburgh Tattoo.
I had never been to Scotland before
… "not me, nor my mother, nor my Grandma before her…",
but I am Scottish. A fourth generation Texan, still I feel very
Scottish. I attend all the festivals, sing all the songs, know the
history and absolutely love to see a man in a kilt! …and, I am not
alone.
Statistics reveal that as many as one
out of twelve Americans are of Scottish descent. The awareness of
this heritage is growing at a phenomenal rate. The contribution
Scottish Americans have made to the formation of the United States
has just recently been recognized in the declaration of "Tartan
Day", April 6th of each year. There is a Texas
State equivalent, "Day
of the Scots" on November 30th. There are
Scottish festivals all over the United States and there is a
Scottish festival in the state of Texas each month of the year. You
can attend workshops at these festivals that teach you everything
from the Scots Gaelic to the etiquette of Edinburgh. You can listen
to bagpipes and watch young lassies dance the Highland Fling. The
American Scot loves everything Scottish. For many of us, Scotland is
"the homeland"… the "birthplace"… the
"Mecca".
The purpose of my travel to Scotland
was two fold. First to satisfy my need to step on Scottish soil…
and secondly, to take the story of the American Scot back to
Scotland - to let them know what happened to their relatives who
made the journey over here so many years ago. The reception of that
message was remarkable.
Several generous benefactors
contributed to the tour, including the Clans MacLeod and MacGregor.
Also, the Texas Tartan House provided a full-length
kilt in the Bluebonnet tartan,
the official tartan of the State of Texas, for me to wear on my
tour. Everyone I met received me and my mission with great
enthusiasm. The idea that there are so many Texans with a love and
connection to Scotland seemed to be of particular interest.
Last year, I released my first CD,
with the original song, "Never Been To Scotland".
The song made its way to Scotland before I did. Murdo Morrison,
retired president of the International Federation of the Robert
Burns Society, heard the words to the song and made it his
personal mission to see that dream come true. Through his contacts
with the Burns Society and his work with Scottish radio and the
Gaelic MOD, Murdo arranged a cross-cultural tour which included a live
television broadcast and ten radio interviews, as well as
several personal performances. The tour also allowed time for
me to see Scotland for the first time, an experience which I will
never forget. I was worried that my expectations were set too high,
from years of anticipation, but soon found that Scotland was far
beyond anything that I could have imagined.
Following are excerpts the journal
that I wrote while in Scotland. I would love for you to see Scotland
through my eyes! (photos will be added soon!)
Next stop.... Scotland! This was the
realization of a lifetime dream! Who knew, certainly not me, four
years ago when I wrote the song, "Never Been to Scotland"
that it would in a large sense be responsible for helping me to get
there? I could finally think about Scotland once I was sitting on
the plane with my seatbelt buckled! No one even blinked about me
taking my guitar on the plane with me, which was a very
important omen.
Murdo Morrison met me at the airport.
He was the "guardian angel" who arranged this entire tour
after hearing my song. We walked out into Scottish sunshine!
Although I've been told it is rare... Scotland was shining just for
me!!
Now, airports the world over tend to
look pretty much the same, but there was something incredibly unique
about that first breath of the cool freshness of Scottish air. My
next distinct clue that "we’re not in Kansas anymore"…
was the absolutely bizzare feeling when I got into Murdo's LandRover
and actually saw the steering wheel on the "passenger's
side"! I felt like Alice in Wonderland.
As we drove from Glasgow Airport, we
passed several very tall old apartment buildings and it made me
think of the song that Ed Miller sings about the moms throwing
sandwiches down to their children from a "20-story flat".
As soon as I mentioned the song, Murdo launched into a verse ....
"the chances of it reaching us are 99 to 1". I will
have to learn that one now!
We drove from the airport to the
little town of Motherwell. All along the road were sights that I
longed to retain... I strained to see everything we passed. I didn't
want to miss a thing and tried to absorb anything
"Scottish". I still had no clue that I would not have to
look so hard to find what I wanted so desperately. I saw many of the
familiar Scottish thistles along the road and explained to Murdo
that those thistles had become very much a part of Texas. Every time
we passed anything purple I had to ask, "Is that heather?"
But no heather yet.
When we reached the Bed &
Breakfast, the first thing that impressed me was the abundance of
beautiful flowers - the color and diversity was just amazing! There
was a constant cool crispness to the air that was so refreshing, and
now as I just stood in the sunshine, the freshness enveloped me. I
was surrounded by quaint little houses - and all those flowers.
There was nothing on my schedule for
the day, so I got settled into my room and off I went to the town of
Motherwell. It was just up the hill and a very comfortable walk. The
day was too beautiful to waste on rest.
I headed to the bank and tried the
ATM (known in Scotland as the "hole in the wall") but to
no avail - just could not make a connection. I thought that I'd just
wander to a few other banks and try again. Up the road, and then
just off to the left was a little alley of shops so naturally I
wandered that direction. I passed by looking at each one and was
amazed at just how similar they seemed to be to shops back home. I
noted a few things that I might like to purchase later on, although
at that moment, I was pence-less!
It was a pure joy just roaming the streets and listening to Scottish
chit-chat. It was also amazing how very much alike the young people
and their styles are so far away from the States. They have the same
shoes, and the same little shoulder tatoos - as well as those little
stretchy lace necklaces and bracelets that caught my eye back home.
I thought about how fast our world is moving...
That first day, I was so tired that I
made the mistake of going to bed at 2:00 pm. I got up for dinner at
6:00 pm, and then back to bed. Dinner and breakfast are included in
my cost at the B&B which is extremely cost effective and very
convenient.
I couldn't find my little alarm clock
and as a result, woke up in a panic several times worried that I had
overslept. The first time it was only about 8:30 pm! I saw the
sunset and mistook it for the sunrise. It really scared me because I
had to be up and ready for 6:30 am to get to the TV station. So back
to sleep - then up again at 12:30 am - and 2:30 am - then finally at
4:30 am, I just stayed up for the day.
It was quite a scenic drive to the Lanarkshire
TV Studios, and to add to the glamour there was a light rain.
Murdo apologized, but I assured him that I was delighted The station
was located in a beautiful old rock building, which many years ago
had been a mental hospital - how perfect! The people inside were
absolutely wonderful and seemed to really enjoy the music which made
it all the more fun. The show was a live broadcast, so the energy
level was high and exciting!
The main set was relaxed, with a
couch in front of a window that looked out over the beautiful
Scottish countryside! There was a young policewoman named Ann who
was also appearing that day. Ann's report on local crimes was
enlightening. To hear her talk about an assault and see that it was
an unusual happening here... that told me volumes about Scotland.
When we left the studio, it was
officially raining outside - real rain, not just mist. The
countryside was hidden with a lovely fog. I know that it may be
strange, but I loved it - the atmosphere was just so magical with
that thick layer of fog clouding the view. We headed from
Lanarkshire to Ayrshire for a radio interview at West Sound Radio.
As we drove the rain lightened up.
The radio show went really quickly.
Tom Ferrie, who conducted the interview, had a lovely deep voice and
seemed genuinely interested in the "Tartan Day"
declaration, a sentiment which I would find repeated at every
station that I went to.
From the radio station we headed over
to Ayr – official Burn’s territory, where we stopped at the
Tam O’Shanter Exhibition Experience, and saw a short film on
Robert Burn's life and then another one on his poem, Tam
O'Shanter. Both films were wonderful - very informative and
entertaining. Afterwards we went over to the thatched cottage where
Robert B was born. Of course, we had to take our photos standing in
front.
As we headed back from Ayr,
the countryside was spectacular! The sun had returned. We passed a
place which had been completely obscured earlier in the day by fog,
and now we could see water and even mountains beyond. The scenery
transformed constantly, bringing new wonder with each change.
Murdo told me to dress warmly for
wandering around Edinburgh that night.... but I was not prepared for
what he had planned! Oh, my God! He handed me a ticket to - THE
TATTOO!!!! I wasn't even sure what it was, but I knew that it
very special and that I was thrilled to go!
As we headed toward the castle all
you could see was an ocean of people walking up this huge hill
toward the castle at the top. I learned later that this was the
"Royal Mile" between the Queen's Scottish residence
and Edinburgh Castle. We made our way up and into the bleachers at a
very slow but steady pace. I was so impressed with the overall
atmosphere of the crowd. Even though it was "wall to
wall"... no one shoved or pushed and everyone remained very
up-beat and courteous. We finally made it up into the bleachers. The
seats were so small that we were literally wedged between each
other. It was warm though, and very cozy. The castle was
breathtaking!
The bleachers filled, and the sun
began to set - then the announcer welcomed everyone and started down
a long list of various visitors and visiting dignitaries. Suddenly
he was talking about me, coming all the way from Cypress, Texas for
my first ever visit to Scotland. Before I knew what was happening,
my song, "Never Been to Scotland" was coming out over the
loud speakers for the thousands of people at the most awesome
festival in the world!! I was absolutely in tears - I was so
excited! I can't imagine the look on my face!
The sun slipped down, and the show
started - the excitement didn't stop until it was over. When the
pipers marched out of the castle through a fog - there I was crying
again. It was heaven!
This was the 50 year anniversary of
the Tattoo, complete with fireworks, and a shower of fire that lit
up "50" on the side of the castle. The show had everything
from Country & Highland dancing to a spectacular production
reliving the Scottish military, from the Thin Red Line to Desert
Storm! Dancing horses, and fantastic music - continuous excitement.
I was in awe! At the end of the evening, the lone piper stood high
on the castle wall and piped his magic! It was a magic that stays
with you forever!
"Breathe there
the man, with soul so dead,
Who never to himself
hath said,
This is my own, my
native land!
Whose heart hath ne'er
within him burned
As home his footsteps
he hath turned
From wandering on a
foreign stand!"
- The Lay of the Last
Minstrel (1805) canto 6, st. 1
Sir Walter Scott
(1771-1832)
It was hard to believe that I had
only arrived a day ago. Friday the 13th would forever be a wonderful
reminder of the Edinburgh Tattoo.
The next day we headed back to
Edinburgh for another radio interview at the Hospital
Broadcasting Studios/ Red Dot Radio. The hospital was a network
of very old rock buildings and little streets, which had obviously
been there before the invention of the automobile. Sandie Wyles was
a lovely lady and so easy to talk with that I felt like we were just
having a heart to heart chat! "Hit the spot with the Red
Dot... this is Sia LaBelle from Texas".
We all had a great time. Afterwards
we went up to a huge hill in the center of Edinburgh called, "Arthur's
Seat"... It was like being in the middle of the wilderness
instead of in the heart of Edinburgh. I took photos all the way
around and told Murdo that I would have been perfectly content to
just sit on that hill - but we had to get along. Murdo just smiled
coyly and said, "You ain't seen nothing yet!"
Murdo's youngest sister, Joan was
visiting from Australia - a great lady born on the Isle of Lewis! We
made our journey together into parts of Scotland that neither of us
had ever seen. We left Glasgow and Edinburgh behind and started up
the road to Perth. Our first stop was Heartland Radio in
Pitlochry with Alan Brown. Every one of the radio stations have been
located in a completely different but very scenic location. Such
diversity!
Alan and I discovered a mutual friend
in Ed Miller. Ed, originally from Edinburgh, now lives in Austin,
Texas where his easy manner, beautiful songs, and quick wit make him
loved by everyone. We had a very good interview and then we were
back on the road, through Perth and up to North Arbroath.
Arbroath was wonderful! We actually
arrived about an hour early and there just happened to be a
"Sea Fest" on the docks that day!! A reenactment of an
1800’s wedding - complete with sour-faced minister, and
foot-stomping ceilidh. We tasted several smoked fishes and then had
a slice of "seafood pizza" which was incredibly tasty!
We broadcast live for about half an
hour on Radio North Angus. It was very enjoyable! The young
lady DJ, Leslie McHardy, had a lovely calm demeanor and once again
seemed so honestly interested in the stories of long lost kindred
who crossed the ocean so long ago. Of course, she was intrigued with
the U.S. document I brought which clearly credits the Declaration
of Arbroath as instrumental in the formation of the U.S.
Declaration of Independence, and specifies April 6th
as National Tartan Day to recognize the contribution to
American history by those of Scottish ancestry.
The next morning, we had the grand
tour of Aberdeen which is called the "Granite
City". All the houses & buildings are made of the same gray
granite. Everything, houses, apartments, office buildings and
stores, all color coordinated. You got the feeling that it was just
one huge castle! Flower boxes on the window sills were filled with
an amazing variety of flowers and added a wonderful contrast of
color to the solid gray of the walls.
At the harbor we saw an old
lighthouse that had been there for over 800 years! The sea was
wonderful! It was obvious that this part of the city was very old.
The houses were so tiny and seemed to be made for much smaller
people.
We followed the sea on around and
stopped at a little fishing village called, Cruden. There
were rows of tiny little houses. The view was spectacular! A tiny
creek made it's way down one side of the houses all the way to the
sea. On the other side of the creek up some very steep hills, was
one of the top golf courses in the world and from the looks of it,
it was a very difficult one.
At the ocean, there was a large
cement square which was filled with mud and boats. One end of the
square had an opening for the tide to come in and the boats to
leave. Apparently it wouldn't be too long before it was full of
water again, because there were several fishermen preparing their
boats and gear in the mud. Beyond a great wall was a fantastic,
rugged beach where we sat and watched a group of dolphins jumping
and playing in the deep blue waters.
We traveled through Petersburgh, then
on to Fraserburg, where we went right down to the docks to see a
large fishing vessel unloading its fish. The fish poured from the
ship, a solid stream of silver, and filled huge crates. There were
so many fish that no one even seemed to notice all the ones that
fell out - no one except the gulls! The gulls flew down in massive
numbers and had an absolute feast! Just in the water not far from
the boat was a huge seal, probably after some of the same leftovers!
Still following the beautiful ocean,
we came round McDuff, and to Banf... suddenly, I could hear the
waves! We stopped by the side of the road to listen. Murdo told me
of a Gaelic song, "The Immortal Sound of the Sea" written
by a man who had left Scotland and lived many years in Canada. When
he returned, so many things had changed, but the sound of the ocean
remained the same. After a great deal of persistent coaxing, Murdo
sang the song for me. It was magical! There's another I'll have to
learn.
As we continued on the road toward
Keith, I saw my first heather! The whole hill was purple! Finally!!!
I had been looking for small patches of flowers... instead there was
a whole hill of heather!! In fact, as we continued on our
journey, we traveled through an endless ocean of rolling hills of
beautiful heather!
Our next B&B was in Forres, which
was breathtakingly beautiful - with flowers... flowers... flowers...
everywhere. Barrels, and buckets, and hanging baskets of color.
Before it got dark, Joan and I wanted to take one more quick walk in
the gardens across the street. The flowers were exquisite. We walked
along a little creek and over a bridge, and we were suddenly walking
"in the midst of the midgies"! My first actual
encounter - fortunately, the meeting did not last very long, and
they seemed to disappear as abruptly as they had come.
The B&B, April Rise, was
fantastic. Mrs. Banks was a lovely little lady with a very friendly
and sincere smile. You really got the sense of "staying in her
home". In the morning, Mrs. Banks made a feast - eggs, toast,
ham, sausage (and this was after juice, cereal and fruit). I
also had some "black pudding" and "oat cakes",
which were both very lovely. The black (or blood) pudding had a
wonderful flavor, especially with the eggs.
We made our way to Ft. George
- a massive fort which was built following the battle of Culloden to
"prevent any further uprisings". The walls were so
"timeless" and massive, you really got a sense of stepping
back in time. Ft. George is still an active military installation,
and we saw plenty of good-looking soldiers to prove it. Murdo even
got my photo with a couple of them.
Next we stopped at Culloden.
The spirit of what had happened there was so strong - it was very
much an emotional stop for me. A heavy lump formed in my stomach and
stayed with me as we walked through the grounds. Like the sobering
feelings that I had even as a child at the Alamo - just to know that
so many great men lost there lives in this place.
As we walked along the grounds, Joan
pointed out that it was all fields of heather! I walked among
the heather for the first time on Culloden moor - this was very
significant to me!
Little rocks that bore clan names
were scattered around the field, the only evidence of the graves of
fallen Highlanders. I was told that the brave men were buried where
they fell. A solemn rock monument stood at one end as a memorial to
them all. Such an overwhelming sadness, but at the same time I was
so very thankful to have the privilege to walk there.
When we left Culloden, we headed to
Inverness. As we drove along the Moray Firth, you could see the
"Black Island" on the other side. The scenery was
majestic! Murdo with his little grin said, "You ain't seen
nothing yet". Every time I heard that I knew that there must be
so much more, but I couldn't even imagine how it could get any more
beautiful.
Now on into the Highlands! Inverness
is considered the gateway. I was taken by how modern it was. The
River Ness flows along one side, and the large castle on a hill
stands over everything. I did two concerts in Inverness for the
Council for Music in Hospitals charities. The first was at the Royal
Northern Infirmary and the second at a Residential Home
for the elderly. Everyone seemed to enjoy the music, and it was two
of the most rewarding performances I think I've ever done. I've
never had more enthusiastic listeners!
In between the two performances I had
an interview on Moray Firth Radio with Andy Ross. Andy was
very likeable and quick witted. This station covers a very large
audience with nearly 130,000 listeners. Andy also managed a link
with Stornoway on the Isle of Lewis, so that at least my music would
find its way to the Islands, and hopefully pave a road for me to
follow on my next visit!
From Inverness it was on up into the
Highlands!!! Oh, my God! The Highland woods were royal - majestic
walls of trees with the soft floor of flowing delicate ferns and
heather. We drove by in the car, and all I could think about was how
desperately I wanted to just step into it!
We had to get to our next B&B at
Garve - "The Birch Cottage", and just managed to get there
before dark. There was a real briskness to the air, and a rich
"browness" to the water! I was told not to be concerned…
that the brown comes from good healthy peat beds! The water tasted
great!
"Where the rivers
run deep and the brachen is gold in the sun...
and the care of
tomorrow can wait til this day is done..."
This has been a recurring theme -
Murdo has quoted it off and on throughout out travels. It's a
beautiful quote from an old Irish tune, "Come by the
Hills." It just so happens that the first song on the Gaelic
tape that I bought in Inverness is the Gaelic version of that very
song!
As I woke up at a B&B in Garve,
everything just felt different. OH, MY GOD!!! Now this is Scotland!
Everything about it says, this is the Highlands!! The cool freshness
of the air made everything so alive! My hair even looked better!
As we drove higher and closer toward
Ullapool, the scenery was magical! The Loch Broom Radio Station
is set at the foot of a hill - a newly constructed building. I did a
live broadcast with Ian and then filmed another program with Steve
to air later in the week on a completely different show - a country
program called, "Cowboys and Angels". Fun stuff!
Once again, I was thrilled at the
genuine interest in the story of the American Scots and the Texas
kin. "Sure we all know about the connection in Nova Scotia, but
TEXAS??" That seemed a recurring reaction. "Yes", was
my reply, "Texas is Texas because of the Scots who
fought for its freedom and helped form its republic! Our most
beloved Texas heroes were of Scottish descent – Sam Houston, Davey
Crockett - there was even a MacGregor who piped for the battle of
the Alamo." I told the story to everyone who would listen….
And they listened.
At the station I got a "midgie
repellent bag" – "the secret", the bag said,
"was to empty contents and swing the bag rapidly around your
head!!" Down the road, I found a "hole in the wall"
to replenish my rapidly depleting finances, and found myself just
standing in line and admiring the view. The scenery around Ullapool
was so beautiful. Murdo smiled once more, "You ain't seen
nothing yet".
We continued to drive into the
Highlands and I don't think I can even describe it - breathtaking...
as in cannot breath... or it's just so spectacular that you simply
forget to breathe!
We stopped at Corrieshalloch gorge -
a 200 foot drop (that is AFTER you climbed down to that point). The
walk down to the look-out was swarming with midgies which seemed to
weed out a few of the tourists and sent them packing! The gorge had
a long narrow pier suspended over the gorge that was only wide
enough for two people at a time. Joan and I took the walk and it was
awesome! Every direction was a postcard view! I clicked off some
photos just to prove that I was really there. Murdo quietly said,
"you ain't seen nothing yet".
Murdo was so right - every curve in
the road brought more beauty and more diversity - The rocks and
heather seemed to roll on forever and just gave me that serene
feeling like looking out over the ocean. Then around the corner -
majestic thick woods, with fern-covered grounds. One layer of hills
just formed a forefront for a second and third layer of mountains -
and then beyond there was the sea! The sky and the clouds joined in
the magic, and their constant dances in the sky, brought amazing
transformations to the country below. Sunlit peaks suddenly hidden,
while others seem to appear in an instant.
We stopped at the Gardens in Poolewe
. The gardens were lovely, but the appeal was not just the
cultivated plants, the real beauty was looking out beyond the garden
at the scenery all around. Back to the car, we went farther up into
the mountain. The roads narrowed down to a small, single lane with
little spots alternating on opposite sides of the road, marked
"Passing Place". When you saw a car coming from the other
direction, one or the other would pull over and wait for the other
to pass. We had to pull over for two cows walking with their calves
as though they owned that road - it was great!
We stopped where the mountains met
the sea. There were fields of peat beds, where constant harvesting
and regrowth created very unique patterns in the ground. This area
had once been an American military base, but very little remained to
give evidence - A few cement foundations and sidewalks.... a few
bunkers - there was an old sheep corral.
We climbed to the highest hill and
looked out over the loch to one side - the ocean on the other. The
Atlantic Ocean crashed against Scotland's ancient rocks to the left
of the mountain and to the right, the water lay tranquil and still!
It was heaven! I did not want to leave and would have been so
contented to just sit there forever lost in the magic of the place.
Like we had come to the very beginning of everything! Joan had said
that legend told about Gaelic being the language spoken in the
Garden of Eden. I picked up a large flat pink rock and held it close
as if it could somehow impart some of its mystery, then I lifted my
face toward the water. Every cool, refreshing surge of wind carried
with it the haunting sounds of the ocean. What a peace I felt. I
can't imagine that even the Garden of Eden could ever have been any
more beautiful than right there on that Highland mountain.
Across the harbor from the gardens of
Poolewe is the Pool House Hotel, and later in the evening I
"sang for my supper" - everything was absolutely first
class. There was a terrace outside the hotel that looked out over
the loch, and I managed to capture a few photos of the sunset. No
way to describe the beauty... I've used all the words and none of
them come close! Gold and pink brilliance across the sky and
reflected in the water, as the mountains just darkened in majestic
contrast.
"Although the
world may come to an end, love and music will last forever."
- Duncan Ban MacIntyre
- Baird of Argyll
The next day we drove past Loch Maree.
Mist covered Ben Eihge in the distance and I begged to stop for
photos. Every view - every angle is a picture worth taking. You
could never have enough film - still never really capture the
beauty!
We made our way to Nevis Radio
in Ft. William for another radio interview and then a photo shoot
with Ian Ferguson, a freelance photographer. As luck would have it,
Ben Nevis dropped the veil of mist which usually conceals it, and we
rushed down to the harbor at the foot of the mountain, where I
pretended to put the Bluebonnet Tartan skirt on Murdo. There was an
old fishing boat traveling slowly on the water and we positioned the
photo so that the boat would be in the background. As the boat
moved, we quickly dashed to set up again and get another few shots.
When the captain of the ship realized what we were doing, he stopped
the boat until we were finished with our photos and waved a thankful
farewell.
That evening I performed with a local
"Scottish Review Show" at McTavish Kitchens in Ft.
William, complete with piper and highland dancing. George Smith
headed the show with a soft, but quick sense of humor. We ended the
night with all the performers on stage, and we danced like young
kids, until I was so dizzy that I had to stop and catch my breath
through the laughter!! The crowd loved it!
The next day we went through Glencoe
- awesome mountains, rugged and steep on all sides with a little
valley twisting between them. The slopes were etched with little
crevices, carved from the snow and running water. It was a harsh
land but so beautiful.
There are some really neat old roads
leading in and through Glen Coe. I would love to have time to
explore them more. Murdo told me that one of the old roads leads all
the way to Glasgow, one would be the very road that the Campbells
took on that fateful night so long ago.
As we left the valleys, the land
looked so desolate - no trees, just miles and miles of rock hills
& heather... that soft covering of moss & heather that adds
so much to the countryside. The rolling land seemed endless... like
a rolling ocean of land. It really was incredible!
As we traveled south to Loch Lomond,
the land became lush and covered again with ferns and trees. Loch
Lomond is a very long lake. We seemed to drive beside it forever...
all the while me feeling very anxious to get out and see it more
closely. I thought we would never stop so that I could actually take
photos and feel the water. Finally we did stop, and I ran my fingers
through her cold, clear water. I even looked around for my "ain
true love"... but alas, he was not there.
As we left Loch Lomond, we got our
final look at the Highlands. I watched the mountains disappear into
the distance until I couldn't see them anymore. An immense sadness
settled into the very pit of my stomach. I didn't realize until that
moment how very greatly I would miss it. The Highlands of Scotland
are so much more than scenery. There's a spirit there - something
very different than anything that I've ever felt before.
Now the song, "Loch Lomond"
has so much more meaning to me, because at the foot of Ben Lomond I
had my last glimpse of the Highlands. I felt such an emptiness - but
the memory would be with me forever.
I tried not to think about it. I
still had two days in Scotland and certainly didn't want to waste
time moping! It was so hard... but I found that listening to my new
Gaelic music tapes helped. Listening to the beauty of the language
in song has been such an inspiration - and my desire to learn the
language and be able to sing it correctly has been kindled!
As luck would have it... I was
invited that very night to a "Gaelic ceilidh". In fact, I
was the only person there who wasn't a Gaelic speaker. At Murdo's
request I started the evening off with a couple of tunes -
"Never Been to Scotland" (of course) and then "Skye
Boat Song"! Murdo John McLeod set the mood on his melodian, and
Callum Ross joined in with his tremendous voice. Soon everyone in
the room was singing in Gaelic. It was awesome! I was very glad to
discover that my guitar knew the Gaelic chords! We talked, ate,
drank and sang until almost 2:00 am.
Next morning, Joan helped device a
wonderful escape plan so that we could get to Edinburgh to do some
good old fashioned tourist shopping - we rode the train into
Edinburgh. It was a very pleasant trip and seemed to take no time at
all.
Once we got to Edinburgh though, I
was sure that Joan was trying to kill me, up and down steep hills
and stairs at a pace that had me huffing and puffing. We really had
a lot of fun. The streets were full of people. The Edinburgh music
festival was in full swing, and there were craft vendors and booths
of every kind imaginable filling the parks.
Then sadly, my last day in
Scotland....
On our way to the airport, Murdo
still managed to squeeze in one last "tour" of Glasgow.
The architecture and old buildings are very impressive. Murdo asked
me for my most favorite moment during my stay, and I had to tell him
the one I think that most captured my heart was standing on that
mountain outside Poolewe looking out over the ocean. It was the most
peaceful that I have ever felt in my life. Of course, hearing my
song played at the Edinburgh Tattoo had to be right up there at the
top - but even that was pale by comparison to the splendor of the
Highlands.
I told him that my last photo in
Scotland would have to be of him shoving me on the plane.... to
which he replied, "We would keep you in Scotland for a thousand
years if we could"....
And I thought.... if only I could.
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